Time to start all over

It's definitely time to start from a clean slate again. Thinking about what could be and what could have been is taking it's toll.

Curse of the Golden Flower

Ok, decent flick.. depressing as hell.. I sure know how to pick them.. any movies out that give a bit of hope?

setting yourself to fail.. is that self loathing?

didn't know you could die from sleeping too much or from drinking too much water ? well, apparently you can.. I guess lack of sleep would be the same thing.

can't seem to focus these days. besides obsessions and indulgences; nothing else seems to matter.

Children of men

Ok, I like to indulge myself in films that delve into the human condition and the occasional chick flick as some call it. Children of men definitely fits into that category but during the film I got so depressed by it that .. I was ready to just shoot myself and get it done .. is this a good thing for a film to incite that kinda of emotion? I think it's good that it's emotional but what a horrible way to start the new year.

so exhausted

I was just want to lie down and sleep for a long time.

grrr.. women

Why do I always fall for the wrong women.. I don't mean the wrong type, but it's always someone married, estranged, etc etc. No wonder why I'm always alone. I guess it's time to drink.

brandy

well, when my friend said that my best friend is brandy, as in the alcohol.. I have to wonder about that..