Darkside of things

It's in all of us. the dark and the light. Lately, the dark seems to be winning. That pessimistic voice in your head that brings out the worst in human nature. Just get it done and over it. what's the point ?

Alone

to be truly alone. I don't think majority of people even consider what that is. On the one day that should be about family, what do you do when you don't have one. The one day you truly need someone to tell you everything will be okay and you end up being alone thinking of the dark things , oblivion. What's the point of moving forward when you no longer have faith or hope.

somebody above

after all the alcohol I consumed on friday, I shouldn't even be here posting this yet I'm still here. I know I've used up all of my lives and something just won't let me go. strange, but it certainly isn't fuckin GOD in whatever incarnation.

Penny Arcade

The latest Penny Arcade comic hit it dead on the nail as to how I feel about Gamestop and how they are ruining the game industry as a whole.

Past lives

In your quest for freedom, Sagittarius, you've been exploring the world for millennia. You may have crossed the country in a covered wagon or the ocean as a Spanish explorer. And, you didn't hesitate to invade and defeat the cultures you met to forge your new life. Perhaps you pursued a spiritual calling as a priest or evangelical missionary. Either way, you were often separated from your family and culture. You've become a budding planetary citizen … now your task is to put down roots and blossom.

explains a lot.

can't sleep

so I can't sleep tonight and I'm watching some movie trailers on Apple's website and the only movie that catches my eye is "come early morning". I definitely have some emotional issues of some sort. oh, ya and I cried like a lil girl too. issues indeed.

What is a blog?

A simple question with a multitude of different answers. It's an interesting way to vent how one feels. It can be a good outlet to convey volatile emotions, etc etc. It does something for everyone who creates a blog. Are bloggers losers? I think not.

charnag numl'esstu

It's always this time of the year that my mind retracts into it's own little world and my thoughts lean on the past more frequently then I want it to. I guess it's depression, but I have a hard time describing what it feels like. I guess it's like drowning except there is that loud static noise accompanyed by it. I want to make it stop but then everything would stop and I'm not ready even if my mind tells me that it's time.

New Microsoft Compatibility Update

Finally, Scarface, Mortal Kombat Armegeddon, Soul Calibur II, Dead or Alive Extreme all backwards compatible well as some other titles. Oops, forgot to mention "Psychonauts." One of the best games ever is also compatible now.

waele rath

it took me two aleves to even move today. I'm not one to complain about pain but this thing is mind numbingly painful. :(

expectations of PS3

This is a comment from the HardOCP forums about if Sony would be able to ship 750,000 units to meet their 1 million mark goal by end of the year in the next two weeks.

I suppose these are worldwide numbers they are talking about?

... well, that would require them to recruit Santa, the Easter bunny, *and* Chuck Norris to get out there.

Not NDA?

It's actually really interesting to me. It's sort of based on the research that's sort of happening now, about the fact that your genes might be able to hold memory. And you could argue semantics and say it's instinct, but how does a baby bird know to eat a worm, as opposed to a cockroach, if its parents don't show it? And it's about this science company trying to, Matrix-style, go into people's brains and find out an ancestor who used to be an assassin, and sort of locate who that person is.

Kristen Bell talking about Assassin's Creed. WTF?! Can she even talk about it like this?

kestal + eluith'orth

two words permanently out of my vocabulary.

Wii

SO FUCKIN TIRED of PEOPLE ASKING FOR IT AT WORK. Now, I don't want one.

kleel klezn dro

Alcohol and the free time to work on my art again. work? FUCK work!

Spike TV Game Awards

Elder Scrolls IV Oblivion takes 5 awards deservingly so and of course the Game of the Year award. Gears of War won a few also.

buying into the ulin

Sony saids 10 years of life on Playstation 3. Is this feasible? The hardware certainly is powerful enough but it's going to be all dependent on how the game developers take advantage of what the hardware can do. The next gen is all dependent on software, not the other way around.

t'puuli lauske

It should be any day now. I grow 1 year older on thursday and I'll probably start growing the silver/greyish hair I've seen the rest of my family get around their mid-30's. yippee. Lot of blah this week.. work = blah life= blah ps3= kinda blah Wii= blah