My personal top ten list for upcoming video games this year

1. Mass Effect XB360
2. Assassin's Creed XB360
3. Call of Duty 4 Modern Warfare XB360
4. Eternal Sonata XB360
5. The Witcher PC
6. Neverwinter Nights Mask of the Betrayer expansion PC
7. Loki PC
8. Crysis PC
9. Hellgate London PC
10. Halo 3 XB360

Sony Sixaxis

Besides the retarded name Sony gave their controller and it being too light to be comfortable, they further injure their reputation by not sharing their code for this motion sensor with Logitech. I recently got a Logitech precision controller for PS3 only to find out it's got rumble , but it doesn't have sixaxis support nor does their chillstream controller or even the madcatz controllers.. stupid

so much in three months

I haven't blogged in a long while now. I guess it's been march since I last posted something. I can't believe how much has happened in so little time. I moved to a new place, found myself a beautiful woman , and got a 42' HDTV so I finally pulled my PS3 out of the closet back to active duty. Not a whole lot has been released but at least it upscales, standard dvds and ps1/ps2 games to 720p. Game smoothing is definitely a good functionality.
I couldn't be happier right now. Karma is finally paying me back and I'm glad for it. A big thank you to everyone at work, Jen, and David for making my life that much better.

haven't blogged in a while. not much to speak about .. everything feels pretty numb these days

can I once again give up everything for art? it's been a question that's been on my mind for a few years now. I don't have the focus I used to have and my hands are not what they used to be. would it be worth it? I ponder

Time to start all over

It's definitely time to start from a clean slate again. Thinking about what could be and what could have been is taking it's toll.

Curse of the Golden Flower

Ok, decent flick.. depressing as hell.. I sure know how to pick them.. any movies out that give a bit of hope?

setting yourself to fail.. is that self loathing?

didn't know you could die from sleeping too much or from drinking too much water ? well, apparently you can.. I guess lack of sleep would be the same thing.

can't seem to focus these days. besides obsessions and indulgences; nothing else seems to matter.

Children of men

Ok, I like to indulge myself in films that delve into the human condition and the occasional chick flick as some call it. Children of men definitely fits into that category but during the film I got so depressed by it that .. I was ready to just shoot myself and get it done .. is this a good thing for a film to incite that kinda of emotion? I think it's good that it's emotional but what a horrible way to start the new year.

so exhausted

I was just want to lie down and sleep for a long time.

grrr.. women

Why do I always fall for the wrong women.. I don't mean the wrong type, but it's always someone married, estranged, etc etc. No wonder why I'm always alone. I guess it's time to drink.

brandy

well, when my friend said that my best friend is brandy, as in the alcohol.. I have to wonder about that..